First I will start with an apology to all who I did not call and let know either parts or both of this story I am about to tell. Please forgive me.
My real intentions was to blog this, but before I got to a scanner to scan in my pictures of him he was here and left us.
Tayce and I found out we were pregnant in September! It was startling news, but it didn't take long to get used to the fact. Tay was SO excited, not one moment was he not ready to be a daddy, yes he had his scares, but it didn't matter he was going to be a daddy. On November 21st we found out it was a healthy growing boy. My dear Service Leader friend voted right. He was due mid April, practically on my Grandpa Jubers birthday, so we thought we might name him after our grandpas and we did.
On Sunday, November 30Th I woke up with cramps at around 3am, I go through the night and in the morning I started calling people just to make sure. At around 11am my doctor called me and told me to take it easy, to rest and lay down. Around 3pm Tayce and I were going to the hospital, the pain had gotten worse and we did not know what was wrong. I was admitted into the hospital in the Labor and Delivery unit. There they started pricking me and checking me. We found our sweet babies heart beat and it was perfect. They decided that I had kidney stones, but when my doctor came in and checked me I was dilated. They did not know what was going on, if I really had kidney stones and that they through me into labor or if something else was wrong. All we knew was that they were not able to stop labor and at 9:18pm our sweet baby was born to us. He was born alive and perfect for those few moments he was alive his daddy and Uncle Jess were able to give him a name and a blessing. His name is Charles Graydin Robinson. He died shortly after or during his blessing. He was a healthy baby with a healthy placenta, but part of the placenta erupted and started to bleed, because it started to bleed my body kicked itself into labor so I would not have bled to death. It was what they doctors called a fluke thing, nothing we did caused it and nothing we could have stopped it, it just happened. And hopefully most of us know why. Because our dear Graydin was needed else where, he was too perfect for this wicked world we live in and went to live with our Heavenly Father.
And so, on December 3rd we were able to have a small grave side service for our sweet baby. His daddy dedicated his grave and we left him to rest in Kanab.
Before we end this writing we must first thank so many dear family members and friends. First we would like to thank Jess and Lindy, they were our life savers, they were there through it all and still are. We love them and thank them forever and ever for being there for us during such a hard time. We thank our parents for all the support and love they have given us, we love them from the bottom of our hearts and thank them for everything they do. We also need to thank the rest of our family that drove so far to be at the services and to be there for us for support, we thank you and love you. We also have some great friends even more then we will name but a special thanks goes to The Millers, The Stocks, Marianne & Andy, and Pam who have not stopped since this has all happened, thank you and we love you all. We thank all of you that have gave card, flowers, calls, texts, and mostly your prayers they have helped us push on. Thank you all our family, friends, our wonderful ware, our wonderful doctors and nurses.
And last I know this is getting long, but I have to thank a husband who is everything to me. I know he hates this, but you all have to know that he is amazing and did some amazing things through all of this. He is my real life saver. I love him with all of my heart and am thankful that he is a worthy priesthood holder and that he has made promises with me that makes it possible that our family can be together forever. I thank him again and again and want to say I love you Tay!
